Tuesday, 22 May 2012

What i MISS.

Hello there! Assalamualaikum peeps! :)

Gahhhhhh....All of sudden I have the temptation to write a post at midnight. I need to express something. So, here I am..eager to throw my bottled up feelings on my blog. Nahhhh..it is not an interesting story ponnn. Just a matter of sharing and doing a bit of flashbacks on WHAT I MISS. But of course a positive flashbacks though. :)

1)I miss high school.
If u asked me the best memory I've ever had in my life, my one and only answer would be during high school. Why? Because high school was the place where I collected so many memorable experiences. I had the best time of my life there. My 5 years of high school contained indisputable good memories. I enjoyed being a high school student because I met many good friends and there were millions of awesome things happened. *ok to be exact, I didn't count LOL*  Great teachers, cool schoolmates, having crushes, marching, debate, and the list goes on. Having crushes was the most childish thing I could remember =.=. Because when I think about it now, I feel like asking myself, "what were you thinking at that particular time? macamlah takde orang lain." Haha. :p Then I remember that I joined a competition called 'Forum Remaja'. I was the 'pengerusi majlis' with my 3 other friends as the panels. It was our first experience joining that competition but it wasn't that bad though because we managed to attain the 3rd place. And guess what? I was rewarded the best 'pengerusi majlis'! woot woot hehe. Other good memories would be 8as in PMR, getting the 'tokoh pelajar' award as well as 'the best student for spm'. I also joined many activities during high school. I've been to many programmes like 'sukarelawan al-falah', quizzes, camping, and me and my friends also joined a 'merdeka celebration programme' in which we had to dance! Sounds fun right? I told you I had great high school experience. hehe. If i want to list everything about high school, then I'll be writing non-stop.


2) I miss childhood.
Childhood was my fearless time in life! hehe. I spent most of my childhood in UiTM Shah Alam because we lived there for a few years. My first kindergaten was in UiTM and as far as I remember, there was one unforgettable incident happened on my first day there. I waited for my father to pick me up but I didn't know why suddenly I decided to walk by myself instead of continue to wait. Fyi, I was only 4 years old at that time. Because I thought that I remembered the way and direction to go home but then I realized that I was wrong. stupid me =.=. So I just continued walking and finding myself lost. But luckily I was found by 'mak guard' and she took me to my father. Ohhh pity ayah had to worry about me.huhu. I love to play a lot with my neighbours as UiTM is very big for us to explore hehe. Sometimes we got scolded by ayah for forgetting to come home early and being so stubborn. Haish. Every night, me, my brother and my neighbours will go to another block for 'mengaji' and we walked together. Goshh the journey can become scary if light was off and UiTM students were having holiday. After mengaji we liked to play 'kejar2'. Yup, childhood was full of fun and happiness. Besides, I was a feminine girl during childhood and I am still a feminine girl until now. hehe. I love to wear skirts and I had a collection of beautiful skirts! I was lucky enough because my parents were pampering me with beautiful clothes and the best thing was I had the power to choose which one i like! But now, I prefer to wear jeans compared to long skirts and of course with the touch of feminity.hehe.


These are two different timeline in my life that I miss the most! Maybe next time I'll be writing other things that I miss. InsyaAllah. Ok darlings, cherish your life, keep the good memories and delete the bad ones. I have my last paper on wednesday. Then, holiday for 2 weeks! I cannot wait weeee~ Take care :)  

Friday, 18 May 2012

Selamat berfikir.

Assalamualaikum peeps! :)

 Hope everyone is just doing well and may Allah bless all of us.
I would like to share certain situations that I encountered or from someone else 's experience.

Respect: 


I realize that many people nowadays are lack of respect or do not know the meaning of respect itself. They do not realize how important it is to have respect towards other people, regardless their status, age, gender, and ethnicity. It is one of the informal lessons that we learn at home since our childhood as our first experience would be to respect our own parents. Why? because they are older than us and they are the one who brought us to the world. But please, respect does not just end there. Respect is for everyone, not only for older people. If we want others to respect us, then we must also respect them. It is a simple mathematical equation that we do not even need any books to refer to. A simple situation would be, for instance, a rich guy and a poor guy. They would not share the same life status but in Islam, they are just the same; human. Thus, just because he is poor, it does not mean that he does not deserve any respect from his colleagues.

Humble:    


Have you heard that when your life value increases, you should keep silent and humble? Of course keeping silent here does not mean that you should not talk and just put a smile on your face. No. It means that you have to be humble and not arrogant. To be humble, means to remind yourself that everything you have might just be temporary and Allah can take them back from you anytime He wants. I always remind myself that whatever I have now might just be a test from Him to see whether I will be a grateful person. Yes, things that we adore can be a great test to us because human tends to engage in them until they forget to thank Allah for what they have.  My own experience would be my education. Alhamdulillah, Allah always ease my studies and I think I am very lucky because I usually get flying colours results. But everytime I receive my result, a question always pops in my head. Should I announce my result so that everyone can know exactly what I got? Then, I think to myself, Allah might want to test whether I'll be 'riak'. So i'll just tell if only people ask me.

Actually, I have so many things to write, but I am not feeling very well. So till here.

p/s: Untuk dapatkan sesuatu, Allah tidak hanya menyuruh kita berdoa, tapi perlu berusaha. Dua2 sama penting sebab segala yg berlaku adalah dengan izin Allah. Kalau setakat berdoa tapi tak berusaha, macam mana nak berjaya. Kalau usaha tanpa doa, maknanya kita lupa dari mana kejayaan tu datang. Contoh apa yg berlaku pada penduduk palestin. Memanglah bagus kita berdoa untuk mereka, tapi tak salah kalau kita juga berusaha walaupun xsebesar mana agar suara kita didengar, agar rakyat seluruh dunia tahu akan kekejaman Israel. Itu namanya salah menggunakan kebebasan bersuara. Kalau pasal politik bukan main memperjuangkan kebebasan bersuara sampai lupa untuk berfikir. Tapi hal saudara seislam sendiri yang jauh lebih besar hanya  cukup setakat pandang dan berdoa. Tak berniat nak menunding jari kepada sesiapa tapi fikirlah kita ni xselamanya senang. Bila ditegur, melenting. Tapi bukan main kalau orang lain buat salah, kita yg pertama bising. Keburukan orang kita selalu nampak, sampai lupa dengan kelemahan diri sendiri.
Semoga Allah berkati kita semua, dan tunjukkan jalan yang benar. Aminnn.