Friday, 20 April 2012

Wise thoughts on birthday.

Assalamualaikum peeps! :)

Tajuk english tapi nak tulis BM sebenarnya hehe.
Cik yin memang hanya akan menerjah dunia blogging bila dia rasa ada sesuatu yang nak diluahkan. ececeh. Itulah hakikat. So nak habaq mai skit la kat hampa semua apa yang dok bermain di fikiran ni ha. Post ini mula ditulis pabila jam menunjukkan dah pukul 12.07 am. Jadi harini dah masuk 20 April 2012 la. Ada apa dengan tarikh ni? Hari di mana pada tahun 1991, pada tarikh yang sama, seorang bayi perempuan yang comel telah dilahirkan ke dunia. Menjadi kegembiraan kepada kedua ibu bapa dia yang turut comel kerana merupakan anak sulong dalam keluarga.hehe. Sebab itulah bayi tersebut diberi nama Nur Farihin, yang bermaksud 'cahaya kegembiraanku'.



Okeh bayi tu yin la kan..buat2 tak faham plak hehe. Syukur alhamdulillah, pada hari ini, pada saat ini, yin masih dipanjangkan umur. Sepanjang 21 tahun hidup ni, macam2 pengalaman dan pengajaran hidup yang dah dilalui. Suka duka, pahit manis..macam2 dah rasa. Tapi masih dikira bertuah sebab Allah dah bagi yin macam2 nikmat. Yin cukup bertuah sebab dari kecil sampai sekarang mama dan ayah tak pernah berkira dengan yin dan adik. yela, anak dua org je pun kan. Tapi yin paling manja sebab yin anak perempuan sorang. Boleh dikatakan mostly benda yg yin mintak, mesti dapat. Walaupun yin bukanla dari keluarga yg kaya raya ke apa, cuma sederhana tapi yin bersyukur sangat. Dulu selalu rasa ayah terlalu control yin, maklumla sayang lebih, selalu rasa nak cepat besar. Bila ingat balik sekarang, baru sedar yang yin memang dah meningkat usia, tapi yin tetap anak manja ayah dan mama. :P

Sepanjang hidup 21 tahun ni jugakla yin kenal erti persahabatan. Siapa yang pergi, dan siapa yang tetap setia bersama. Pernah diberi dugaan tapi bila yin redha, Allah gantikan dengan sesuatu yang tidak kurang baiknya. Dari situ yin belajar yang apabila kita redha dengan ujian dan ketentuan dari Allah, Dia akan tunjukkan hikmah di sebalik semua tu.
Oh ye, jumaat lepas, one week before birthday, girlfriends yin yang bertuah tu buat surprise for advance 21st birthday kat papa john's. Siap ada kek yang comel. Thank you la ye korg sebab menjadi yang terawal hehe. Ye saya sangat bertuah kerana masih ada yang sayang hehe. >,<




Then hari ahad ayah semangat ajak pergi empire subang untuk present hunting. So yin dapat hadiah birthday awal. The best part was i got to choose my birthday present hihi. Thank you ayah sebab bayarkan! kui2. xD   yela takkan kakak yang bayar kot hehe. Akak sale assistant tu sangat comel melayan kami hehe. dan terima kasih juga kepada baucar shopping yang diterima. hehe tak tau lagi nak beli apa. 


Doakanlah yang baik2 sempena birthday yin ni ek. Yang mana dah wish tu thank you so much. Semoga doa2 yang baik tu dimakbulkan Allah, aminnn ^.^

Wednesday, 4 April 2012

I don't wanna grow up.

Assalamualaikum peeps! :)

Well, according to my observation for the past few years..i am not growing any inches taller. sigh +,+. But that is not what i meant by growing up here. What i am trying to point out here is that lately, it seems that i cannot accept the fact that i cannot stop my aging process. Err please do not imagine any wrinkles paste on my face. haha.

Euuwwwww
I have this stupid insecurity that seems to bother me when i reach my birthday. You guys know what i mean right? to be more accurate, i'll be getting older. It just that i am still the same NUR FARIHIN living in the same body but having a soul of 16 years old girl. * eceh feeling muda gitu >,< * Because sometimes i feel like i do not resemble a 21 years old lady.  Since i've mentioned it, i'll be reaching my 21st birthday soon. So, an awkward feeling is circulating in my mind, telling me that 'oh no! getting older is not fun at all!'. Being an adult causes you to think  a lot..due to more responsibility, more planning (gatai nk kawen), stressing out about almost everything! heh, pengecut betul.haha.


Haish i know i know..nothing i could do to make it stop. But what i can do is to deal with it. I know that there are things which we could never change..no matter how hard we try..there are things we could not avoid. Getting older is a part of life. It is a process of growth and every living things will have to come to an end. Every introduction will eventually face a conclusion. Even though deep inside my heart, i just want to be that little girl with no worries and have a 'never care' attitude..but it will never be that way forever. I have to grow up. Never waste anything for something stupid.

But one thing for sure. I will always be my daddy's little girl. :) *kantoi la plak kan anak manja huhu* I always believe that i am forever young regardless how old i am! hehe.

Comel mcm budak2 x?hehe

Sunday, 1 April 2012

Hijab.

Assalamualikum peeps! :)

Ish rasa macam lamanya tak tulis blog kan?huhuhu. Hangat2 tahi ayam betol. >,< Biasalah, orang yg busy mengalahkan menteri ni susah nak mengekalkan 'consistency in writing a blog'. Takdela, sejak last entri tu sibuk dengan kelas and bla bla bla macam biasa. Pastu tup tup dah nk final exam. Kesimpulannya *macam buat karangan BM time skola la* sekarang ni dah start sem baru tapi short sem. So subjek hanya dua je hehe. I repeat, DUA sahaja. Itupun bukan core subjects la.

Okay, enough update pasal diri sendiri. Actually nak cakap pasal something yang dok bermain di fikiran sejak tadi. Ini semua gara2 tengok rancangan Safiyya, ala yg kat tv9 tu. Okay jujur suka tengok rancangan tu sebab banyak pasal fesyen semua xD 'ok stop'.

Tapi ada satu slot tu membincangkan tentang mereka yg sebelum ni tidak memakai hijab kemudian mendapat hidayah untuk berubah. Maksudnya berubah untuk memakai hijab dan menutup aurat la. Rasa terharu dengar dia bercerita tentang kesedaran dia untuk berubah dan yin pun berfikir la. Betapa bertuahnya yin sejak kecil parents sangat menitikberatkan pasal pemakaian hijab.

Ingat dulu time sekolah rendah lagi mama dah suruh pakai tudung bila pergi sekolah, tapi bila keluar ke apa masih tidak berhijab lagila. Masa nak habis standard 3 baru sepenuhnya mengenakan hijab bila keluar ke mana je sampai la ke hari ini.

Yin sangat tertarik dengan apa yang diperkatakan oleh wanita ini bila dia sebut yang berhijab melindungi dia dari perkara2 yg tak elok dan pilihlah kawan yg dapat membawa kita ke arah kebaikan. Jadi tidak bermaksud dengan berhijab kita ni dikatakan kolot, tidak pandai berfesyen, dan berfikiran tidak terbuka.

Berhijab bukan sekadar satu tuntutan agama, tapi banyak hikmah yg boleh kita dapat. Yin juga bukan manusia yg sempurna, masih banyak kelemahan yg ingin diperbaiki dari semasa ke semasa. Cuma pada pendapat yin, tiada alasan untuk kita menunggu untuk datangnya hidayah baru kita nak berhijab. Kita sepatutnya berusaha ke arah itu. Alasan masih belum bersedia tu alasan yg hanya menahan kita daripada melangkah ke arah untuk berubah.

Bagaimana kalau kita tidak sempat untuk berubah sebelum tibanya ajal? Haish diri sendiri pun rasa takut bila fikir. =.= Yin yg dah berhijab ni pun masih banyak kekurangan.

Niat di sini bukan nak berceramah tapi untuk kita sama2 fikirkan baik yg sudah berhijab mahupun yg berniat ke arah itu. :)

Ikhlas dari saya hihi.
 

Saturday, 28 January 2012

Beautiful people

Korang suka tak tengok manusia2 cantik? yin suka! I'm talking about cantik, not handsome bebeh hehe. Jom tengok manusia2 cantik yang yin rasa cantik wuahahahahahaha. Ciptaan Allah itu indah bukan.

Miranda Kerr


Taylor Swift


Zooey


Hana Tajima

Okeh habis turun keyakinan diriku hihik xD Post ni hanya suka2 je mengisi masa lapang. walaupun sebenarnya ada je keje xsiap hahaha.saya suka tengok mereka2 yg cantik ni sebab kot2 la dapat aura tengok org cantik nanti kita pun rasa cantik ke. erk! merepek.

akhir sekali to my beautiful gfs, 
Cik teha
Teha

Cik dayah

Dayah
Cik nani

Nani
My gfs are beautiful inside and out. Lucky to be surrounded by beautiful people. :)
Setiap ciptaan Allah itu indah, bergantung pada manusia yg menilai.
Saya bersyukur dengan apa yg saya miliki. 

Lots of love, assalamualaikum :D

p/s: sori yin curi gambar. pada yg brkenaan je paham hehe xD










Sunday, 22 January 2012

Friday, 20 January 2012

friendship

Assalamualaikum peeps. :)

Another post just after one day? are u kidding me?hihik xD Holiday has just started to sparkle and everyone must be very excited to have a great escape from classes and so on. *yang memang dh cuti tu xpayahla..anda memang bercuti pun kan hehe* That includes me definitely. :D But homework are not meant to be kept because i must submit everything after this holiday.huhu. Well, back to the topic!

This is a general post that I do not intentionally pointing out to anyone in particular. It is only based on my own experience, thoughts, and from my observation. Let's keep the good parts and leave the bad one. I have a very great friendship indeed! And that is why I always tell myself to appreciate them and give my best to keep this friendship until forever. :) But sometimes, not everything will last forever even though it was once a terrific one. Maybe there are reasons behind everything that happens and of course, life must go on as usual. In my opinion, we still have our responsibility even though we had ended the friendship. The responsibility is not only applied to ourselves but also to the friend that once our best friend. What I meant by this is that some of us are using hatred and emotions to get revenge or to satisfy your own feelings.

Are you really satisfed? By doing those sort of things? Is that good enough to clean your 'extreme dislike'? If your answer is YES, let me tell you that you should seek for help. Yup, you have a big emotional problem. You may say that the person that was your friend had done such a terrible thing which you may not forget and forgive. I think if you really appreciate what both of you have had before, you will not use your anger to get back to that particular person. Because at the end, both of you will get hurt. I extremely disagree to some people who tend to use nasty words and humiliate other people for their own satisfaction. At least, please use wise words and try to give it in a form of advice instead of trying to make it sounds so wrong. Because I think you have just humiliated your own self as people can see the other side of you which is full of hatred. Do not be so quick to jump to an assumption without knowing things from every aspects. Akhir kata, muhasabah diri.

Akal diberi untuk berfikir, jadi berfikirlah dengan bijaksana.
Fitnah adalah penyakit yg kronik.

sarang labah2 heh

Assalamualaikum peeps. :)

Where's the spider web where? *innocent-looking face trying to search for scary little spider* ok im just joking. it's sarcastically referring to my so called lonely blog which had been ignored for quite sometimes. i'm so sorry dear, i just could not entertain you because i have so many things to look after. alasan? student's life. Well i've just finished my midsem exams last week and my classes still go on as usual. no holiday for me except for this upcoming Chinese New Year. *happy face* but still i have to do my lab reports, bla bla bla. ok done with those boring subjects.

I just want to tell my current activities last few weeks. classes, shopping, hanging out with gfs. I feel so lucky to have girlfriends that are always there for me, through ups and downs. I do not think that I would be able to finish writing a dedication for them in just one day because what they had done was more than a thank you-appreciation. They deserve more than that. Here are some pics during those happy days hehe.



Last monday, we celebrated nani's 21st birthday at her house but it was a surprise party hehe. I was glad we managed to pull this off. thanks to my superb team, dayah and teha. and also to nani's mom and siblings.


Great moments are meant to be kept and stored in my special book of memories forever. :)
Thanks to my love for great presents.

And last but not least, don't worry be happy :D

p/s: why kena bayar rm13 utk dean's list award ceremony? i dowan huhu xD ok bye